...We be teasin' women and shit...
(two points if you know what that is from)
I have not fallen off the face of the earth, readers. As many of you know, I had a pretty serious relationship end mid-February, and since I've not been around much. As always, I still lurk, and all of your new works/ journals are sitting in my inbox waiting to be read/ commented (on...pardon the grammar).
I thought the relationship's end would be my end for a while. I thought my life revolved around it. Maybe it did for a while, but that's not healthy, and I'm on the road to being 100% better. I feel much better now, realizing that the whole thing was bogus. Lies continue to be told. Half-truths. Mis-communications and the like. On his part, not mine. To make a long story short, he's moved to the other end of the state, still says he wants to be friends, but doesn't have the decency to be honest about why he can't even return phone calls. Truth be told I don't think I ever loved him though I convinced myself that I did. The pain I felt has been replaced by repulsion. I so want to tell him this, but we aren't talking. I'm pretty convinced that he's not a good person, but I still want him to say all the things he's not saying.
For the last three weeks, I've been seeing someone new. A sniper none-the-less. There's something alluring about Army men. Things are going well. My circle of friends has grown into a normal group that has zero conflict or drama, and everyone involved isn't interested in screwing everyone else over. Plus we race high-performance American muscle cars.
On the note of cars, I have a new one...my dream of an 04 Mustang GT. I'm crazy excited, but I'm keeping my other Mustang as the daily driver.
Also, I move to Farmville in five days. School went well this semester, and I've bulked my GPA up big time. Life is good on this side of the fence; it's a shame I didn't notice it before.
Writing-wise: I've written something else that I think will knock everyone's socks off--though I noticed a lack of comment-whoring on my last two pieces. This should be fixed.

Out of curiosity, what are your current top 5 albums?
Mine are (in no particular order):
Illinoise
Era Vulgaris
In Bocca al Lupo
A Sun Came
By the Way
Devious Comments
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come and pierce me at my hunger mark.
so what are you up to these days?
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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come and pierce me at my hunger mark.
the rare book nook for a slice of
black sparrow press-
it will happen, oh yes it will...
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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line 10 edit: "dog almost ate baseball"
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played a game of horse
at the local playground big grassy area place
last night and didnt make
a single stinking basket
not a single one
the sun wasnt in my eyes
the ball may have had too much inflation
the car i went home didnt have a CD
a dog almost at the baseball.
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come and pierce me at my hunger mark.
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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i brazenly took a plastic sample cup full of caramel milk duds-slammed it down like an irish car bomb and threw the cup over my head and behind me as i strutted down the magazine isle on my way to discovering that the erotic books are just opposite the religious materials- bibles and laced boots touching spine to spine! oh the humanity! crime of the century!
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hope this note fonds you well
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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I would appreciate it if you add me as your watcher too.. HAHA
Hope you have time friend.. Thanks..
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"if expecting the unexpected, does that make the unexpected expected?"
Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?
It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift
but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
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'that fact has not created in me a sense of obligation.'"
-stephen crane
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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Lovecraftian persona
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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath
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let me know when we can.
lots has happened to me and i need someone to talk to about it who might understand..
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Inní mér syngur vitleysingur.
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