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Sellin' candy, makin' money...

Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 10:19 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Sir Psycho Sexy
  • Reading: We Were the Mulvaneys
  • Watching: Iron Man
  • Playing: At sleep.
  • Eating: No appetite
  • Drinking: Flower tea
...We be teasin' women and shit...

(two points if you know what that is from)

I have not fallen off the face of the earth, readers. As many of you know, I had a pretty serious relationship end mid-February, and since I've not been around much. As always, I still lurk, and all of your new works/ journals are sitting in my inbox waiting to be read/ commented (on...pardon the grammar).

I thought the relationship's end would be my end for a while. I thought my life revolved around it. Maybe it did for a while, but that's not healthy, and I'm on the road to being 100% better. I feel much better now, realizing that the whole thing was bogus. Lies continue to be told. Half-truths. Mis-communications and the like. On his part, not mine. To make a long story short, he's moved to the other end of the state, still says he wants to be friends, but doesn't have the decency to be honest about why he can't even return phone calls. Truth be told I don't think I ever loved him though I convinced myself that I did. The pain I felt has been replaced by repulsion. I so want to tell him this, but we aren't talking. I'm pretty convinced that he's not a good person, but I still want him to say all the things he's not saying.

For the last three weeks, I've been seeing someone new. A sniper none-the-less. There's something alluring about Army men. Things are going well. My circle of friends has grown into a normal group that has zero conflict or drama, and everyone involved isn't interested in screwing everyone else over. Plus we race high-performance American muscle cars.

On the note of cars, I have a new one...my dream of an 04 Mustang GT. I'm crazy excited, but I'm keeping my other Mustang as the daily driver.

Also, I move to Farmville in five days. School went well this semester, and I've bulked my GPA up big time. Life is good on this side of the fence; it's a shame I didn't notice it before.

Writing-wise: I've written something else that I think will knock everyone's socks off--though I noticed a lack of comment-whoring on my last two pieces. This should be fixed. :)

Out of curiosity, what are your current top 5 albums?
Mine are (in no particular order):

Illinoise
Era Vulgaris
In Bocca al Lupo
A Sun Came
By the Way

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Still breathing at the bottom of a bottle of Wild Turkey
  • Current Residence: Somebody else's shoes
  • Interests: literature, shisha, music, green tea, sharks!!
  • Favourite movie: Bubble, City of God, American Splendor, Coffee & Cigarettes...anything Jarmusch or Soderbergh re
  • Favourite band or musician: Sufjan Stevens, Murder by Death, Tom Waits, The Decemberists, ReSpekt, The Good Life, The Stones
  • Favourite genre of music: Vigorous and various subjugations of said classifications are multi-faceted
  • Favourite artist: Tina Imel, probably...
  • Favourite poet or writer: A. Burgess, Nick Bantock, Bukowski, S. Williams, Plath, M. Karr, Hemingway, Palahniuk, Simic...
  • Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod video
  • Favourite game: Scrabble!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: ...the tables at IHOP are perfect...
  • Favourite cartoon character: T'Nuk
  • Personal Quote: .dumb like a fox.
  • Tools of the Trade: Sarcasm and Wit

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~girlinlandscape:icongirlinlandscape: Jun 19, 2008, 11:32:02 PM
hah! In december I will be marrying a sniper turned guard turned helicopter pilot. its funny where life takes you

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come and pierce me at my hunger mark.
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: May 30, 2008, 11:41:35 AM
thanks, doll!! i'm hoping so.

so what are you up to these days?

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~girlinlandscape:icongirlinlandscape: May 29, 2008, 6:59:08 PM
good luck at LU again! I'm sure you will be more content the second time around.<3

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come and pierce me at my hunger mark.
~critmass:iconcritmass: May 15, 2008, 1:54:57 PM
yeah I'm overdue for a trip to
the rare book nook for a slice of
black sparrow press-
it will happen, oh yes it will...

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: May 15, 2008, 1:48:12 PM
...Indeed. I have the madness for the word...

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~critmass:iconcritmass: May 15, 2008, 7:06:32 AM
hank b.?

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: May 14, 2008, 10:15:41 PM
love is a dog from hell.

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~critmass:iconcritmass: May 14, 2008, 3:00:52 PM
line nine edit: "car i went home in"

line 10 edit: "dog almost ate baseball"

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Lovecraftian persona
~critmass:iconcritmass: May 14, 2008, 2:57:09 PM
i went and
played a game of horse

at the local playground big grassy area place

last night and didnt make
a single stinking basket

not a single one

the sun wasnt in my eyes
the ball may have had too much inflation
the car i went home didnt have a CD

a dog almost at the baseball.

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Lovecraftian persona
~girlinlandscape:icongirlinlandscape: Apr 16, 2008, 11:33:05 AM
you are pretty much the only one. I will update more, b/c it is worth keeping in touch with you. Your shit is amazing.

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come and pierce me at my hunger mark.
~critmass:iconcritmass: Mar 20, 2008, 7:16:30 AM
funnies ewe shoold ask pumpkin- in this mornings newz, borders is rumoured to be on the sales block so I am guessing that one would have to to torch the danielle steele books to get tossed out- or kill a clerk with a line paged journal to the head

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: Mar 19, 2008, 10:00:47 PM
pray tell, love, did ewe succeed?

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~critmass:iconcritmass: Mar 19, 2008, 8:11:22 AM
I tried to get 86ed from borders last night

i brazenly took a plastic sample cup full of caramel milk duds-slammed it down like an irish car bomb and threw the cup over my head and behind me as i strutted down the magazine isle on my way to discovering that the erotic books are just opposite the religious materials- bibles and laced boots touching spine to spine! oh the humanity! crime of the century!

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Lovecraftian persona
~critmass:iconcritmass: Mar 10, 2008, 1:10:55 PM
in my browsing these past few days Ive seen that spam on many a poet's page- but spam is spam and I am not-yet.

hope this note fonds you well

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: Mar 10, 2008, 12:32:24 PM
I know right!? What's up with that?

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~critmass:iconcritmass: Mar 5, 2008, 1:20:13 PM
gosh, Amy didnt invite ME to the party!

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Lovecraftian persona
~JAYisCHINESE:iconJAYisCHINESE: Mar 1, 2008, 11:05:02 PM
Hope you can visit My gallery
:gallery:


I would appreciate it if you add me as your watcher too.. HAHA :headbang:



Hope you have time friend.. Thanks..

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:pencil:+:camera:= my :deviation:

"if expecting the unexpected, does that make the unexpected expected?"
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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 2:02:54 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~critmass:iconcritmass: Jan 29, 2008, 8:02:31 AM
i like mr crane's work

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: Jan 28, 2008, 1:21:11 PM
"a man said to the universe, 'sir, i exist!'

'that fact has not created in me a sense of obligation.'"

-stephen crane

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~critmass:iconcritmass: Jan 18, 2008, 7:44:40 AM
juss chekin in on ya love

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: Jan 17, 2008, 4:35:28 PM
hmm?

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~critmass:iconcritmass: Jan 11, 2008, 4:04:32 PM
lies fools tell

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Lovecraftian persona
~sconosciutonoto:iconsconosciutonoto: Dec 28, 2007, 8:40:14 AM
Yep. Yep. Just lemme know when. I'm online all the time.

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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~trinhiro:icontrinhiro: Dec 27, 2007, 12:03:23 PM
hey, i'd like to talk to you soon
let me know when we can.
lots has happened to me and i need someone to talk to about it who might understand..

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Inní mér syngur vitleysingur.