So it feels like it's been days and weeks and months and years since I last wrote a dA journal entry. I stay busy, but lurk occasionally. I drink a lot less than I used to. My circle of friends is wider. My family is larger >.< I live over at his house for the most part sleeping with him on the couch bed in his room waking each other up in the middle of the night just to tell each other secrets we already knew. Living this way is wonderful.

I've never been so excited about Christmas. I know it's going to be a let down when I finally experience it because then everyone will pack up their lights and ribbons and bows and go back to being grouchy...without a Perry Como special.

It's amazing how quickly (and yet slowly at the same time) a year can pass. This time last year, I was excited about getting engaged. I was making list after list of things not to forget...too busy to realise that I'd already forgotten why I was doing those things in the first place. This year I have family. Christmas is Jay's family every day of the year. This year needs are met abundently and with love...even though my body has chosen this to be the perfect time to decay.

Anyways.

I hope all are well and in good spirits---if not Wild Turkey makes a great mood enhancer.

Take care all.