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Sellin' candy, makin' money...

Mon May 5, 2008, 9:19 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Sir Psycho Sexy
  • Reading: We Were the Mulvaneys
  • Watching: Iron Man
  • Playing: At sleep.
  • Eating: No appetite
  • Drinking: Flower tea
...We be teasin' women and shit...

(two points if you know what that is from)

I have not fallen off the face of the earth, readers. As many of you know, I had a pretty serious relationship end mid-February, and since I've not been around much. As always, I still lurk, and all of your new works/ journals are sitting in my inbox waiting to be read/ commented (on...pardon the grammar).

I thought the relationship's end would be my end for a while. I thought my life revolved around it. Maybe it did for a while, but that's not healthy, and I'm on the road to being 100% better. I feel much better now, realizing that the whole thing was bogus. Lies continue to be told. Half-truths. Mis-communications and the like. On his part, not mine. To make a long story short, he's moved to the other end of the state, still says he wants to be friends, but doesn't have the decency to be honest about why he can't even return phone calls. Truth be told I don't think I ever loved him though I convinced myself that I did. The pain I felt has been replaced by repulsion. I so want to tell him this, but we aren't talking. I'm pretty convinced that he's not a good person, but I still want him to say all the things he's not saying.

For the last three weeks, I've been seeing someone new. A sniper none-the-less. There's something alluring about Army men. Things are going well. My circle of friends has grown into a normal group that has zero conflict or drama, and everyone involved isn't interested in screwing everyone else over. Plus we race high-performance American muscle cars.

On the note of cars, I have a new one...my dream of an 04 Mustang GT. I'm crazy excited, but I'm keeping my other Mustang as the daily driver.

Also, I move to Farmville in five days. School went well this semester, and I've bulked my GPA up big time. Life is good on this side of the fence; it's a shame I didn't notice it before.

Writing-wise: I've written something else that I think will knock everyone's socks off--though I noticed a lack of comment-whoring on my last two pieces. This should be fixed. :)

Out of curiosity, what are your current top 5 albums?
Mine are (in no particular order):

Illinoise
Era Vulgaris
In Bocca al Lupo
A Sun Came
By the Way

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:iconsombermuse:
word on the serious relationships ending. my 1 year and 3 months of devotion ended earlier in April. boooo.

glad to hear you are still alive though =)

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i tend to wander down the wrong rabbit hole quite frequently. :boogie:
:iconsconosciutonoto:
you too, doll. i haven't heard from you in ages!! how are ya other than the whole suckiness of relationshipness?

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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:icontheobviouschild:
Ack, Fiddy.

All time top five records? "In the club, or at home? ... I tell you what, why don't I just make you a tape?" (see High Fidelity, like, now.)

Got your submissions. xxx

:heart:

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Blog: One Night Stanzas
Magazine: Read This Magazine
Store: Read This, Etsy!
:iconcritmass:
the music discs i've been listening to lately with regularity are:

tool
radio head
led zeppelin
chili peppers
U2
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didnt take you as a fan of things related to guns or gasoline

oh well

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its not too late to become what you were meant to be
:iconsconosciutonoto:
Yea? I was nervous. How funny is that?

I'll be submitting more at some point, I'm sure. How's your turn-out for submissions? I imagine pretty good because you have some excellent writers' works posted on the website.

P.S. You're my hero for the High Fidelity reference to my HF reference. You get a biscuit.

<3

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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:iconsconosciutonoto:
Guns? Not so much. Gasoline? Oh yea. Always have been. :)

So, how are ya love?

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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:iconcritmass:
well, I'm the happiest non car anti gun enthusiast this side of the alleghenni river

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its not too late to become what you were meant to be
:iconsconosciutonoto:
I still don't know where you reside. You're so secretive.

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"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am."
--Sylvia Plath

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:iconsombermuse:
doing pretty good actually, playing soccer, coaching soccer, working, looking at getting myself a tattoo to help get over this nonsense.


What have ya been up to recently?

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i tend to wander down the wrong rabbit hole quite frequently. :boogie:

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